that stupid shit made me cry today! i hate her so much. but i can't write her name here, in case she sue me or something. humph.

today. first period maths. i'm scared of mr aw now. he's freaking worried la huh. then after that pe then chinese. then recess. then some lessons, blah blah. forgot alr. this is how boring the day went. then after school, went for cca. then went home. yup, boring la.

oh. tomorrow going for the ac thing. thick make up can. wtf. i'll be looking like a ghost la. with the costume and the super thick make up. oh well.

and one thing. i'm not confident for my results in midyear. i will slack. i'm just tired. i'm trying to stay hardworking, but somehow i can't. i know this is an important year but i can't handle it. studying so hard and results are like shit. haiya. i want holidays again.

things aren't what i've expected after all. i'm just like anyone else in your eyes. nothing special. to think cynthia said like as if you're that good. well, you're not. forget it. i have to pull myself together again. face the world ALONE, as always. just.. forget it. i'll be okay. facing difficulties alone, i'm used to it already.